in search of neverland

kolmapäev, juuni 11, 2008

That's the Way

Up at three in the morning... Loving those nights and getting back into the routine that actually works - late to bed, not so early to rise! How else would I know for sure that it really doesn't get dark at all around midsummer's? And aren't those nights just glorious! There was a proper shower on the way to E's, but it has cleared up nicely by now and I do somewhat miss someone to take me out on midnight walks.

I am loving my new dress (or both of them really) and met someone today who has more shoes than me! And I can proudly say that I am taking two dresses, some shoes and some other stuff to the ENL Kirbukas tmrw to find new owners for them. I went through my jewelry but only to find some old favourites and realise I am not ready to give them up just yet. I admit to having too many things. I should go backpacking to see how little I can actually manage with. Tho I'm not sure I'd last more than a week on only a backpack full of stuff. Being too comfortable and safe can be hindering. Would be great to know if my Brussels-Lisbon-Vienna plan will work out. That would mean a few weeks on a single suitcase. I suppose that is a challenge enough for me now!

I remember now why I haven't been very good at this blogging thing - I miss real conversations with real people too much! Even a comment here and there makes me happier than blogging for just myself. The thought of writing to no one at all is a bit sad. Internet is great, FB is great, Orkut is great, MSN is great, but real people and real conversations spiced with real emotions and real expressions and real humour are so much greater!

Right, time for bed, busy day tmrw. Don't even want to think about the approaching exams! I hate having to miss a family outing because of those. At least I should be all finished with them by the WHO conference, which is certainly a good thing.